09.02.10

yesterday no mood

luckily got people sms and chat with me

lastly i sms with friend until about 3am

@@

haha

went to segamat today

saw a ke they all

so ngam could see them pula

haha

damn tired

my legs really need to rest 

haha

and guess what

i drove just now

from segamat to gemas

hahas

my first time driving at night

^^

...><...

went out with friends just now

after limteh and sent bao+gkc went home

we went to dataran gemas lorr

just wanted to go to toilet actually

after ke had sent quek went home

we stopped by the road and chatting inside the car

then horr

got police lorr

kns

ke rushed to send me home lor

then horrr

that police talked to ke lorr

i don't know they talked what lar

my parents saw that

shit

then i was scolded lor

why?

because mum saw that police

because i was the only girl limteh with them

then 

i was scolded AGAIN

why?

because i online

because got people sms and call me

because i always go out

because

because 

because

actually only one reason lar

because i am teh ye chean

teh ye chean is a girl

teh ye chean is her parents' daughter

teh ye chean is her brothers' sister

because i am teh ye chean

><

i like to be teh ye chean

i wont hate myself

i know i will always be a little child in their eyes

i know they love me

but there is still something they have to know

i don't know how to say

.................

08.02.10

i wonder where gemas girls have gone

i mean girls of my age

there are just a few girls left here in gemas

why ar?

all go to work and study already lorr

not like me

live my current life like a pig

haha

recently mix with long's gang

i think they should have formed a group and named it 'the whatever trio'

hahas

they will crazy together 

limteh together

and ~~~~ham~~~ together

wakaka

oh ya

they = long, quan and ke

it's nothing right? 

i type a post like this

i think they don't mind one

coz they are too siao le

kaka

oh ya

i think of a way to cure siao ka

what is it?

haha

dia piak lorrr

nice way i think

wakaka

cheers 

have a nice day

^^

avatar..

i know i'm too slow to watch it

haha

i watched it with my dad last saturday

actually i was half asleep in the beginning

why?

it's too late, about 1.30 am i think

then we had a break..went to toilet

later then i gained some energy from nowhere

watched it until the end

it's really nice

i like it

and i slept at 4

i'm exhausted

i woke up at 12pm the following day

o.o

i'm addicted to some songs

can't stop listening to them

^^

05.02.10

went back school this morning to return back the seni reference book

sis told me that we would go at 10am

but at last they came at 10.30am

aiyoyo

ah ke = another lyy

so slow one

went back to school in casual wear

am i alien?

why everyone looked at me like i'm alien ar?

making me so paiseh

haha

after that we didn't straight go home

we went to have lunch instead

yesterday i was the only girl went out limteh with boys

today same again

the only girl with other 3 boys

then horr

talking about other people's thing lor

never imagine those people to be like that one

haizzz

02.02.10

read my older posts just now

i realise that all the things that happened before made me more mature

but for some matters i purposely want myself to be more naive

is it stupid or funny?

i don't know

haha

oh ya

i got my license already

but i don't think i dare to drive for the time being

i'm still feeling scare

after sometime perhaps

haha

kor..

thanks ya

for sponsor me my first personal phone

and thanks also for buying me a cherry necklace

i like them

i know my family members love me a lot

sorry if i've done something that hurts you all

but deep inside my heart

i love you all

i just don't know how to express my love to you all

don't expect me to say i love you to you all

so geli

hahas

tomorrow...

what will happen to me?

i don't know

i'm looking forward for my new look

haha

my msn's display message ( 24Aug09 - 4Jan10 )

 hahas.I checked my windows live profile just now and saw my messenger's display messages from August last year until now.Those messages really remind me of my past.Hahas.Lot's of things had happened.Feeling funny while reading those messages.Hahas.^^

ye chean: 想打人
ye chean: 不知道..我什么都不知道..也不想知道..很乱..不想心软..啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊!!!!!!!!!!
ye chean: 无言了..很乱啊.. 
ye chean: who loves you?
ye chean: virus!!!!go away
ye chean: give up???
ye chean: 爱一个人真的很辛苦...期待着幸福的到来...它会来吗？ 
ye chean: loving myself is better than loving you...
ye chean: yorrr.....T.T 
ye chean: what???
ye chean: virus virus!!!!!! 
ye chean: what????
ye chean: what????pekcek-ing 
ye chean: what????pekcek-ing...hating u....arrrrrrr
ye chean: where is my paper???kns..hate those ppl taking my things without my permission..idiot!!! 
ye chean: 等待中...不要逼我放弃...
ye chean: haha...super happy...^^ 
ye chean: speechless....i need more time....
ye chean: in love now.....with...myself...^^
ye chean: i like him...wakaka...lol...
ye chean: 我不是你想像那么勇敢...该不该放弃?? 
ye chean: merry christmas.....^^
ye chean: easy easy~~~wuhuuu...^^...wont become a stupid girl again...
ye chean: happy new year~~~
ye chean: huh???
ye chean: 自以为是,做错事还一副很对的样子...><
ye chean: 眼睛睁亮点,不要看错人;有本事抛弃人,就要有本事扛起被抛弃的痛苦

i did it!!!

yeah!

^^

i want what i need

i need what i want

 please

26.01.10

first time working

i worked as promoter at cili padi

promote ice cream

lol

luckily i only need to work 2 days

if not i sure will pengsan de

haha

went to kuala pilah yesterday for my appointment

then went to bahau shopping centre

first time going there

i bought dress again

hehe

i don't feel well now

my teeth is pain

><

work?

i will go to work this saturday and sunday

erm

it's today and tomorrow actually

first time working

actually just want to play play larr

never work before marr

haha